GVHD is Great!

GVHD is the enemy that doesn't know when to quit.  Graft versus Host Disease attacks nearly all parts of the body and shows itself in so many ways, it's hard to know when a particular health issue is GVHD or something else.  It's a rash, it's finger cramping, it's extreme dry eyes and blurred vision, it's a cough, it's mouth sores or just about any irritating and odd symptom one can think of.  So far I've had several of the common issues and of few uncommon symptoms as well.  I thought it was over or nearing an end.

The curse of GVHD is the unpredictability of it's attack.  What will be next?  Will it be a serious, life threatening problem or just a brief irritation for a few days?  Am I confusing a GVHD symptom with another illness?  These questions are asked and answered as each symptom comes and goes.  

The latest is joint pain.  It's been around for about three months but is getting worse by the day.  The medical books say GVHD joint pain imitates rheumatoid arthritis.  Getting up after sitting for thirty minutes is a chore.  Walking is painful.  But as irritating as it may be, I found a way to actually enjoy the pain.

GVHD is a the body reacting to foreign blood just as the body reacts to a kidney transplant or the transplant of another organ.  Doctors have explained that the best form of GVHD is to have "Chronic GVHD" that doesn't make the patient too sick.  They actually like to see a little of the disease.  It's a sign that the new blood cells will fight cancer rather than accept it.  My former blood didn't fight cancer cells.  If the new blood had the same attitude, I would surely have a relapse of multiple myeloma.  

The amount of sickness I've received from Graft versus Host Disease is annoying but according to the doctors, it's just right.  So whenever my joints hurt to move or walk around, I'm reminded that the cancer is being kept out of my blood.  It's a painful reminder that I'll be a survivor.  I need that reminder just to stay thankful for the technology and the medical care that saved my life.  It's a little bit of pain for the privilege of living.